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Go to Hell. (vexilla regis prodeunt inferni)
I hope that when you release
Your foul stench into the air
That you are taken to your rightful place
And Acheron shall take you there
Across the river with air so stale
Alone at the end of the first
Your final judge Minos will make you pale
"Keep walking you must
to the third circle" he will hum
He'll smile and say "do not become lost"
and a boulder you shall become
Made of your own petty thoughts
                                                            and hopes
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Oh Memories
Tell me a love story
Filled with candy and rainbows
Nothing to bore me
And an ending everyone knows
Give me your wicked gaze
The one that scares me so
Burning hotter than hell's blaze
It even scares the crow
Oh please, just hold me close
Even though you hate me now
I need you here, I need this dose
Loving you i understand not, how.
Give me one last look
Before i make my way down this path
Few things i took
Self respect i not hath.
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She sleeps so softly
next to her God
but he has been condemned to earth
for crimes only the mad commit
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Badge of Honor
I wear these bags like a badge Of honor
eleven total
and a thousand men stronger i am
with them here by my side
i wear them
the bruies they leave
the aches they cause
I wear all these things
like a badge of honor.
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The Room
Closed eyes.
Open Eyes.
All the same
in this surreal place.
Black curtains surround me
A bright white light
sits at the end of the tunnel
Is it shining for me?
Dark spots in the light
hidden by the radiance of the light
Oh, how i wish to live here.
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Like children
they ran rampant
called each other family
and treated them as such.
The hero is the father
the petite the mother
They smiled seperately
and loved together
The outsider they knew
was like their best friend
telling them all the right words
and loving them all like a sister
She helped who she could
and lifted them all to their rightful platforms
with kisses
words of encouragement
stories of reality
She was their world
and them, hers
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The Cage
after a reality
once clouded by a myth
became clear
Names given to that
which I am least proud of.
Now I smile.
The voices are gone,
and only one remains.
Clutching onto a lock
   of short, black hair
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it isn't the pretty brown eyes
or the smile that changes my day
that keeps me around
instead its the lenses
of those cute thick rimmed glasses
when I look into her eyes
The lenses break down my gaze
they remove the sadness
wash away the pain
tear through the apathy
leaving behind a raw, naked truth
and a happiness unmatched.
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healing touch
I use to worship
white porcelain
I gave it my life force
and slowly died
One day
someone came along
"I use to be like you"
she said
"You're sick"
she told me
her voice soothed me
her worlds healed me
then he came along
held me close
told me
what being pretty really meant
told me about her
Now I know
to seize the day
to value myself
to hold onto the this world
thank you.
Your touch has healed my wounds.
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I must smile
or they may see
being the thing sunshine is really
thick walls of plastic
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Its dark
there are growls
and scratches
and screams of pain
I;m afraid
and there's no one to help me.
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I am small
i am a broken child
One that will remain the same
forever and always
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the beatings
have left bruises
that have overstayed their welcome
they have left perpetual spots
of fear and hate
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I am a person
treat me as such
my shell is hard to crack
but underneath
is a person you can love
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Some say
I'm just skin and bones
others say I'm ugly
but all I know is
the prettiest
they are the happiest
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A good knight story
is best told by its creator
but the best knight tales
are told by those
with a  different humour
My Beloved
was born noble
she lived by her lance and steed
I lived by my lance as well
   Until she came along
Then she reminded me
life has a value
so when she was taken
I could no longer value anything
All i could do
   was live on
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She does this to accent
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In a sick way,
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United States
Bah. I write. Not much Else.
  • Listening to: Tracy\'s Interlude by SomethingALaMode
  • Reading: The Divine Comedy
  • Watching: King of the Hill
  • Playing: Defender II on my phone.
  • Eating: nothing. I haven\'t eaten dinner today.
  • Drinking: Diet Pepsi


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UnholyConfessionsx3 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012  Student General Artist
Go to hell? Darling I've been there and back. Don't stir up nonsense just because you get bored of it being settled. Make yourself happy, and be content with that.
whatxdrivesxthexweak Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
1. Its not that i was stirring up nonsense. It was a response (in part, I had already been writing the poem by that point) to your journal which had no purpose other than to be completely hurtful to me. I was hurt by the fact that you had broken all but two promises.
2. Dont call me darling.
3. i am happy until i go to school and get reminded of the lack of friends I have. I eat lunch alone on white days because im not even remotely friends with anyone and then on my other days i have deep conversations with people i kinda know about video games because i have no one else to talk to.
4. I guess it doesn't matter though, because I'll be deleting this soon, solidifying the wall i plan to build between my past and the future that I shall create without having to deal with the broken glass created by your comments and my self mutilation and my comments. This is my final response to you forevermore. Thank you for taking the time to read this (i hope) and have fun with your life. Also, you may forget and pretend like you wasted four years, but i didnt. I learned a lot. I also haven't suppressed everything about it as I try and push my life forward. Instead I've dealt with the issues that are laid before me. It's very obvious you've attempted to suppress everything by the way you acted the last few times i saw you and by the fact that you seem to always be posting of how you're hanging with friends. It's slightly amusing, really, because you're falling right into your old habits of keeping everything in just like you always have. So good day to you.
UnholyConfessionsx3 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012  Student General Artist
1. The fact that I broke those promises doesn't concern you anymore, and quite frankly you broke many more than that.
2. Don't call me out like that and I won't respond sarcastically.
3. Who's fault is that? You drove all your friends away from you.
4. You obviously don't know anything about my life now. That doesn't even bear a full response. As for being a final response, well, it's about time you stopped bringing yourself back into my life periodically.
XxChavalierxX Featured By Owner Aug 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! :)
mpwhitaker Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I have no cell service whatsoever, but I have wifi, soooo... either message me on here or on Facebook if you wish to speak. Mkay? Miss you dearie. <3
iFuckedyew Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thxz for tha :iconpikafavplz:
JoshuaDavidRobinson Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the many faves *bows repectfully*
ScarletDevil1503 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much for adding Ghosts of You to your Favorites! I appreciate your support greatly, and hope I can continue to deserve it. :love: :hug:
Ita-MI Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav.
HiTorus Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav :D
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